Slacking into Gobbledy-Gook
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Its humorous to watch my writing below degenerate into thoughts and ego trying to fill the space with mindful sounding gobbledy-gook
I find myself becoming less and less mindful during the day over the last 2 weeks and its reflected in my lack of posts, I guess. Not sure the two can really be connected, but it would seem to make sense. Most of it is related to the hard reality that I will likely need to hunt for a new gig again. Not sure I am open to another uninspiring gig and I would guess that that is a direct result of my mindfulness training to some extent. While I should be content with whatever a given moment brings, I also sense that I am less consumed with the ego's position with regard to my job, title and salary. Unfortunately, I also have a wife and 2 young kids depending on Daddy having the job that will pay well enough to cover the current spending and housing costs. So, the next few days mindfulness will be used to reflect upon what I can do to be more mindful with regard to my job situation. Whatever it may bring. I am confident that for the first time, the "other" self-based reality will not prevail over the natural self.... ooo, thats a bunch of gobbledy-gook.
Watching the mind now.
Remindfully yours,
Brad
